Well my appeatite has been very good these 2 days because I have
an excellent and beautiful mood hence my appeatite would increase
by 100% more! The reason behind this happiness is because i have
found back a best friend who i have quarrelled with apporx. 670days
ago.. The feeling of finding back something i had loss long time ago
due to my petty minded attitude is really happy ( other then happy
i dunno which other words to use). I hope that we would be as good
as the last time although i know is abit challenging but if there is a will
there is a way (KOK KIANG phrase)!

Hey what day is today? Today is SATURDAY! LOL i know i
abit sot sot.. Okay by right today I should be mugging in the
library with kok de but yesterday slept tooooooo late so nver
meet him today..PS arh kok! But i would go down to the library
later to read books and borrow some books and spend my peaceful
time there..Nowadays i just like to spend my day reading and
reading,i also dunno why...

Sayonara OFF to bath and Central Library here I COME!

Felt quite emo while I was boxing up the books that would no longer be in use.I felt really sad that some of these subjects i might not be able to study it again no matter how much i like it. Time is gone by in a blink of seconds & my secondary school chapter has just ended like this. What a pity!.

Someone told me this when I was much younger, 'you would find your best friends in your secondary school life and secondary school life is the moment that you would not forget for you entire life'. Yeah i kinda agree with that, I indeed found my best friends in my secondary life but i had lost most of it too. I had learned how to face difficults alone and do things alone. I had learned how to take things up and put things down.I had seen your changes since we knew back then though it quite a
unbelieveable change and i never expected you would be such a person but its fine for me now.

I agree that growing up is a scary process because you would go through all kinds of 'tastes' in life. To me some of the memories that I had would never be forgotten,Times where we joked and laughed like idiots on streets,Times when I needed help and you were there,Times when we chatted over the phone for almost 24/7. There is a saying like this,' You can re-format a com to delete all the memory away but no matter how hard you try to re-format yourself to delete all your memory away you would fail'. Although for severals times i had re-format lappy to delete
my memory away thinking that it would help me forget everything but in the end the memory still stay intact with me.

There several chapters in each and everyone life & this chapter of my life would be closing soon. As for the next chapter of my life,I would be a step closer to my dream and a step further from my previous sorrowful chapter. And as for this chapter I am really thankful to the 'gang' who had pick me up if not I think i would be able to hang on till this far. I am also grateful to the duo whom had pei me to the library to chiong for our 'o's.I am also glad that my gulit has been clarify. SO AARONCHAN FIGHTIING!



Oh yes before i end this post i wan to say some offensive to some particular person in this world. Yes you can continue to suan me , make fun of me, poison me in everyone eyes and even give me a particularly disgusting name that can let you joke with the whole wide world But let me tell you it does not affect in any amount of my life because you had no longer exist a what you used to be in my eyes. & oh ya you can go and spread and GOSSIP about my post and LAUGH at it but it does matter to me
either because that piece of flesh in of your face belongs to you btw that is call mouth..I am a person who believe in Karma as someone in my group had got his karma for his past wrong doings by getting into a car accident that didn't killed that person so beware. I might not be able to do what you had do to me but the world of karma has it way. I didn't even offend you and i stay away from you from everything regarding you but u had try to defame me,gossip me,name me? I am not trying to pick up a quarrel with you but i am just fagging irritated the fact that i left you alone and you always try to pick on me just because you had a large group of people that would support you from the back and the fact i have no one to support me?.. Even buddha has a limit of tolerence so am i as a mortal.If what you think that you are doing is right and funny or wadever then continue because you lead your on life and i lead my own. And I may had done wrong in the past but what gave you the right to make me as ur joke? You think u did right all along?You never made any mistakes before in ur entire life? get a life man what had happened in the past has passed,
don't use my past faults to bully me now.

To prevent any unwanted misunderstandings ,the above person i am mentioning is not anyones name starting with 'D'.

There is one thing I had learned all these while is that, When something happen or goes wrong in your life DUN BLAME others because what makes you think that you got no fault? A person should never put the blame on others when something goes wrong instead look at yourself and ask yourself what had you done worng because when you are pointing at others with a finger , 4 other fingers of yours is pointing at you. And if you think you are the most pity person on earth then what are those who does not have a chance to led a 'Human life'? Dun swirl and put in other things and combine and blame it at the point because by doing so you are just trying to push all the blames u had away and that makes you a coward. Face it that you are in the fault too regardless little or many because there is no quatity to measure faults. It takes 2 hands to clap in anyway. I may not be as good as in many ways but at least i know how to blame myself before i blame others and that i don't bully the minority just because just because i have people to support me.

'O' Levels is ending soon and my fate is pretty much decided..
I have been asking myself these few days the same old questions,
'Is that the route i really want' & if i am accepted in the Club then
more life would be more hectic than my 'O's days because i would
have to juggle with studies,club and friendship..and would i loss
all my friends because i am too busy in the future? And wad
kok told me today is right , 'what about ur family?' but to me
my dreams and ambition that i had since young is more important
because my goals & dreams keep me moving on in life!..

Nvm i have the whole holiday to make the decision..Whether the club
accept me or not also depends on my health checkup so i gonna take
good care of my body and get ready the prep work..

BTW,I dun hate you now although i had dislike u for years & when i
heard u met and accident on the road yesterday i somemore felt bad
for wad i had done over the years..I try to treat u better because i dun
wan to have regretts..

Okay just to blog abit before i mug on my hist again!
Today's Social Studies was like a bomb! & i was kinda stuned
when i saw the questions!..nvm since it has passed.. & all i can
say for Chem was that i was a BREEZE..i was fagging easy! ..

Here is a video of PQ,KK and I studying at the library mugging
for our exams and we are featured on one of their videos..
Start see us a min 1.56..


4MORE MAIN PAPER TO GO & I AM FREE!

Big Mouth SHUT UP,would YOU?

p.s i am fucking irriated & pissed up with you! And YES I AM!
you are just a fool with a huge mout!@#$^&*().. if
you think thats u then go feel guilty and gossip about
it if not then well..good luck THEN!